I wouldn’t mind being up at 3 am if you were here next to me.
I’m sorry for the way I treat you I really am. For almost 2 years you’ve dealt with all my shit. You were always there for me when i needed you. No matter how much i complained you were there. Even though you had a crush on me and i liked someone else you still stayed. I really couldnt ask for a better friend than you. And im sorry for how im never there for you I treat you like a second choice when you really should be my first. Ypu’re always there for me when im having problems but im never there for youand i hate myself for that. We always get into fights ovver the same things but it still hurts. I know i dont seem to care for you but i really do im sorry but thats not going to make up for the way ive treated you.
Whenever me and a guy stop talking youre always there for me until i find a new guy and i kinda just stop talking to you and focus on that person and i hate that i tend to do that to you. I really shouldnt be. i cant really do anything to make you stay. i know how much i hurt you and i really hate it. i should have never treated you the way i did but its too late for that